Saturday schedule
11 AM to 12 AM Scaffold
12:00 AM to 7 P.M. Study actionscript with limited breaks
7 PM to 8 PM Relax and play video games / browse the internet
8 PM to 11 PM More actionscript
Then sleep
I will do everything in my will to make this a very productive day and to not get distracted! Their will be rewards for my hardwork!
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Haven't posted in awhile but will start daily
Mood: Motivated to work / Kind of nervous/excited for school to begin
Lately I haven't been posting in here because I totally forgot about it. As you can tell the last post I made was in April and it is now August so meh.
I decided to start writing in this journal again because I want to practice writing my thoughts out. I have a hard time writing out my scattered thoughts in an organized fashion. I also thought it was neat reading back on entries that I made months ago. Also this journal will help me remind me of my goals and stick to them (hopefully).
I've started to begin learning Flash/actionscript this past few days because I've had some ideas for flash games and to start my own buisness. I truly think if I learn flash well enough that I can make my ideas into reality and hopefully run a successful business. And if I can't, then I will atleast have experience trying and will know that I can motivate myself for other tasks.
My current goals are for the next 90 days:
Put 40 hours a week into studying/scripting games in flash.
Start eatting healthier and getting on a good sleeping schedule.
Run/swim/bike for 30 mins each morning at my local gym.
If I can successfully maintain those goals for 90 days I will be really happy with myself. I know it will be hard but I will be putting 100% into my mental focus.
As for school, I begin tomorrow my senior of high school. I'm pretty nervous and excited at the same time. I don't like some of my classes/teachers and none of my best friends are in any of my classes, but hey, its my senior year and I have to be pretty pumped for that. I am going to try my best to not let anything that happens in school effect me or my goals. I go to school for 37.5 hours a week and I will have to try hard to keep up with my goals.
Anyways that is all for today.
Later.
Lately I haven't been posting in here because I totally forgot about it. As you can tell the last post I made was in April and it is now August so meh.
I decided to start writing in this journal again because I want to practice writing my thoughts out. I have a hard time writing out my scattered thoughts in an organized fashion. I also thought it was neat reading back on entries that I made months ago. Also this journal will help me remind me of my goals and stick to them (hopefully).
I've started to begin learning Flash/actionscript this past few days because I've had some ideas for flash games and to start my own buisness. I truly think if I learn flash well enough that I can make my ideas into reality and hopefully run a successful business. And if I can't, then I will atleast have experience trying and will know that I can motivate myself for other tasks.
My current goals are for the next 90 days:
Put 40 hours a week into studying/scripting games in flash.
Start eatting healthier and getting on a good sleeping schedule.
Run/swim/bike for 30 mins each morning at my local gym.
If I can successfully maintain those goals for 90 days I will be really happy with myself. I know it will be hard but I will be putting 100% into my mental focus.
As for school, I begin tomorrow my senior of high school. I'm pretty nervous and excited at the same time. I don't like some of my classes/teachers and none of my best friends are in any of my classes, but hey, its my senior year and I have to be pretty pumped for that. I am going to try my best to not let anything that happens in school effect me or my goals. I go to school for 37.5 hours a week and I will have to try hard to keep up with my goals.
Anyways that is all for today.
Later.
Friday, April 6, 2007
oooooooooooh yeah
so far today its been pretty good.
poker wise i'm up 30 dollars for the day. (would be up around 70 dollars but i'm such a fucking donk). I seriously need to stop entering donkaments and 6max sngs - they are really hurting my roll. which means i'm only going to be playing NL cash 6max games - No donkaments.
life wise i'm doing better then yesterday. i dunno high school can depress the fuck out of you sometimes. i know that sounds fucking lame and emo but i can't help it, it just brings me down sometimes.
later
poker wise i'm up 30 dollars for the day. (would be up around 70 dollars but i'm such a fucking donk). I seriously need to stop entering donkaments and 6max sngs - they are really hurting my roll. which means i'm only going to be playing NL cash 6max games - No donkaments.
life wise i'm doing better then yesterday. i dunno high school can depress the fuck out of you sometimes. i know that sounds fucking lame and emo but i can't help it, it just brings me down sometimes.
later
Thursday, April 5, 2007
waa waa wee waa
first post oh boy
no one is ever going to read this shit so i'm mainly doing this for myself. just mainly to give me something to do and let my feelings out.
listening to gary jules - mad world, so this post is going to be really emo.
today im tired as fuck, depressed as fuck, poker is treating me like shit. or probably cause i was playing like shit cause im tired and depressed. school sucked more dick then jenna jameson in her prime. i don't even know why I go to school - i'm not going to college, i haven't done homework since umm wait i never did fucking homework in my life. anyways i have a fucked up gpa and go to a 5-6k a year school and I'm just wasting my parents money. i think i'll go to public schools next year cause i really don't give a fuck. i believe in self-education more then the bullshit the school system teaches.
anyways i'm 1 1/2 buyins down in poker today and it fucking sucks. mainly my fault cause im so fuckin tired.
thats all today peace
no one is ever going to read this shit so i'm mainly doing this for myself. just mainly to give me something to do and let my feelings out.
listening to gary jules - mad world, so this post is going to be really emo.
today im tired as fuck, depressed as fuck, poker is treating me like shit. or probably cause i was playing like shit cause im tired and depressed. school sucked more dick then jenna jameson in her prime. i don't even know why I go to school - i'm not going to college, i haven't done homework since umm wait i never did fucking homework in my life. anyways i have a fucked up gpa and go to a 5-6k a year school and I'm just wasting my parents money. i think i'll go to public schools next year cause i really don't give a fuck. i believe in self-education more then the bullshit the school system teaches.
anyways i'm 1 1/2 buyins down in poker today and it fucking sucks. mainly my fault cause im so fuckin tired.
thats all today peace
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